It was the day we met
You sat on our bench
Only this time tears burned your face.
I woke in a cold sweat
Just last night I dreamt of you
wanting back my reality
Cause you're not there
I didn't mean to hurt you
The words came out wrong
Don't look back at our broken memories
Cause it makes the pain hurt worse
Just let me go
I know you can't dream of this
So I'll dream for you.
Just letting you know I'm miserable without you
Burning the memories and photographs
Cause they won't fade
And i saw the true you in your eyes
The day I had to let go, I know you never lied
I pushed you away because I was scared
that you'd see the rea
I need you now more than ever,
Guide me through the night,
When darkness consumes us,
Help me see the light,
I need you to shield me,
Keep me dry in rain,
Please, please, hold me,
Away from all my pain,
Come closer now,
I'll whisper in your ear,
Listen carefully now,
It will be my last words you hear,
I'm telling you I love you,
As I lie on shattered glass,
I can hear my breathing stop,
My heart slows in my chest,
I'm telling you I love you,
As my heart beats start to slow,
I hold fast these dying words,
As my blood ceases to flow,
So let me know you love me,
As I drift into eternal sleep,
And I will give my heart to you
She's but a bleeding rose
Who's thorns grow dull
Colors dripping from the petals
The first to die in a bouquet so full
Hasten the day
That her colors bloom
And her thorns bleed no longer
As she lay upon his tomb
Yet wilting comes soon
As she slowly dies
Watered is she not
By the crimson skies
A lack of being
Let her wither away
Her petals no longer
Yet her thorns will stay
Will the day come
When this rose shall bloom
And her petals are full
And leave behind her doom
A puddle so deep
Of raven black
Her petal's lost dye
Tis' beauty she lacks
Hasten the day
That her colors bloom
And her thorns bleed no longer
As she l
Your Smile Is The World's End by imgunnaeatu17, literature
Literature
Your Smile Is The World's End
I taste the blood.
The blood that taints your lips so red.
As fine feathers drift from the heavens above.
Only to burn and coil within the flames of Hell.
How can such gorgeous eyes reflect such pain?
I can feel the anguish you've collected over the years. I can almost taste every tear.
Please, lace you fingers with mine.
And the end of the world will shine through your smile.
Bury me today. No. As I lay dying cherish every moment of death. And die with me this night.
Lying in your arms we'll sing of death's lullaby throughout the years that lie ahead.
Forever lies ahead of us. Just gaze into the empty skies.
Six minutes and si
Part One
The Shadows
Chapter One
Broken Dreams
Darkness… that's all Sene could see. Darkness in all directions… Darkness above… darkness below… darkness on both sides… Darkness in his heart… darkness in his soul… darkness in his mind… Sene was drowning in the inky blackness. He struggled with all his strength to escape. He wanted so terribly to be free of this prison of shadows. He couldn't see. He couldn't speak. He couldn't breath. It was so cold. He was so alone. It was horrible. Sene's lungs where about to collapse; he desperately needed air. He opened his mouth to call for help but no sound was heard. There was no sound at all. There
I'm not longer crying
My heart has made me see
I'll keep on trying
WIth hopes of 'meant to be'
My love will never stop
What I feel for you is strong
That it will surley remain ontop
Surley to be forever long
So right here...right now
I'll take a knee to pray
That one day, some how
she may come back to me one day
And when the day is here
I'll take her in an arm
And hold her ever near
To keep her safe from harm
My heart will never leave
My love will stay true
I hope that when you read this
You'll know...
That my Love was Meant for You..
Built of hatred and built of tears
And now you try to destroy me
And so I thank you for all of the scars
That you inflicted because your too blind to see
That you pushed your shit way too far
Built of blood and built of flesh
I will not let you kill me
So set down the knife, my hearts already bleeding
Was I not meant to be free?
Because on my pain you keep on feeding.
This is the end of my world
Your knife is in my back once more
And tears bleed from my flesh
This pain is so fresh
And I cannot take it anymore
Chained to this cage again
I've lost all control and all that I can do
Is not fall into your eyes again
Just as I had
Dedication To Vampire-Lovers by imgunnaeatu17, literature
Literature
Dedication To Vampire-Lovers
Draw me in closely
Lure me, feel my beating heart
Surrounded in the darkest of night
Will you see that my living soul departs?
Warm flesh enveloped by death
Such a Machiavellian smile that peers down at me
Take my life and let me walk eternity
With your fingers laced between mine
And forever we will be
Drink of my life
And exchange with me yours
I see the past of the centuries hidden behind your eyes
And with me, we'll discover so many more
Drink and share with me my heartbeat
Feel my life pulse through your deadened veins
Until the very last drop
And than your succulent blood I'll attain
Enveloped within your arms
My body
Look What You Did To Me by imgunnaeatu17, literature
Literature
Look What You Did To Me
Ive been hurt so bad,
I can hardly breath.
I can still feel the pain,
beneath my sleave.
First one cut,
and then two.
The feeling of pain,
was all caused by you.
The feeling of pain im starting to adore,
now hear i lay,
dead on the floor.
I didnt want,
to cut this deep.
So here I lay,
in an endless sleep.
They call me Emo, Metal, Goth, Scene
and I'm tired of being labeled serene
cause they think my thoughts are pretty obscene
but their labels are just so damn mean ... !
Cutter, Druggy, Slut, Whore
these labels are rather sore
but thankfully I've never been these for
I don't require these anymore.
Sad, Depressed, Suicidal, Dead
these thoughts are going off through my head
as I lay asleep to go to bed
thinking about what they've always said
INTRODUCTION
Love is something that every person experiences at least once in their life (or at least they think they do). But one thing that we have to remember is that love is something that we will never fully understand. If you where to ask ten different people to define love in their own way you would probably get ten different answers. Love is one of life's great mysteries and it always will be.
I'm not claiming to be all knowing when it comes to such things, but I can tell you that I have been in love. And when I say love I mean true love. Yes, I realize that I am only seventeen (maybe you didn't?) and you probably think I am just a
I guess it is time to go,
The curtain now must close,
And all must leave the stage.
I guess it's time to tell the truth,
For poets always lie,
And now its time to say goodbye.
I guess I tried to tell the truth,
But no one heard my pleas,
Inside this haystack now I must sleep.
I guess you might not understand the words above this line,
And maybe one day I will tell you why,
Inside this Iron Maiden is where ill lie.
Till the dawn of time here I will cry .
I can't take it anymore.
Pain so unbearable
Agony so complete
The fire that was me is sputtering out
To no longer brighten again
To no longer be sparked into the wildfire I used to be
I just need someone
A shoulder to cry and lean on
Someone to lie to me
To tell me everything will be okay
Where are all my friends?
They are not here
They are busy with their lives
Too busy to realize I am drowning
Nothing is okay
I am not okay
I need my friends
I need someone to lean on
Right ow I just need hope
I need someone to rekindle the fire that was me
Give me back the light
The light that got me through
The light everyone knew
I
They call me Emo, Metal, Goth, Scene
and I'm tired of being labeled serene
cause they think my thoughts are pretty obscene
but their labels are just so damn mean ... !
Cutter, Druggy, Slut, Whore
these labels are rather sore
but thankfully I've never been these for
I don't require these anymore.
Sad, Depressed, Suicidal, Dead
these thoughts are going off through my head
as I lay asleep to go to bed
thinking about what they've always said
Current Residence: Lansingburgh Favourite genre of music: Emo/Screamo/Rock MP3 player of choice: iPod Personal Quote: After You Label Me, Go Click Your Pretty Red Heels Together And Say 3 Times: I Need A Life
OK I'm wondering what the hell is going on?
It turns out my cousin Amy made this account, pretending to be me, and pretended that I am the one stealing Brandy's pictures.
I'm LoneWolf15.
My real name is not Kat.
It is Cassie.
I'm 16.
I've been selfish.
Way too selfish.
Everything that I've written in my journals are all true.
I understand if you utterly LOATHE me for doing this to you guys.
Brandy is ~CerealKillerTobari (https://www.deviantart.com/cerealkillertobari)
She's left a comment on some of you guys' profiles.
I have not stolen her pictures three times.
I have only taken them once.
I never made this account, it was my cousin Amy.
Amy has been using my account f
Kat's Korner
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WHERE DOES JELLO BELONG ON THE FOOD PYRAMID???
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So yeah.
._. ...
I burnt my arm today, and I have gauze on it. ._.
i tried to make coffee.
don't make coffee again.
ow.
i started to draw dragons. =]
i like yogurt drinks.
yay me. =O
.-. ...
Hmm.
.-. ...
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH YEAH!!
What I was gonna say before:
I don't have to go to a hospital.
:D
:w00t:
My case was concluded as
NOT sending Kat to a hospital.
And just making her go see a psychiatrist weekly.
...........
:shr
Observe
Persue
or Operation.
A = Analyze
P = Protect
H = Hinder
I = Infiltrate
D = Destroy
Acknowledge Position and Help Initiate Dialog
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Don't mind that, it's just something I have to remember because my Microsoft Word isn't working.
OK, well, I got my MSN working again. But it's already caused some problems.
hamano_17@intouch.adam2.org
:g:2:g:
Now listen to me and listen well you bitch. I'm NOT a mean person,but this is the 3rd fucking time you stole my pictures. And yes i'm a VERY good investigator. So how did you do it? Hack?
JUST DELETE THEM ALL! you know how your making me fucking look? I'M NOT EVEN THAT FUCKING PRETTY! you'd be fucking better off finding some whorish chick's pictures! but this is what you call fucking identity theft. I can report you, Hell i can even call the cops to track you the fuck down. I mean seriously, who does this? Steals somebody's fucking picture from myspace of all places! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME! We call people like you fucking fakers. I CAN'T STAND PEOPLE LIKE YOU.your a fucking whore for doing this a fucking bitch for doing it 3 times and a fucking stalker for taking all my fucking dumb ass pictures. AT LEAST I HAVE PROOF IT'S ME YOU FUCKING SLUT ASS CUNT FUCKER.
Now listen to me and listen well you bitch. I'm NOT a mean person,but this is the 3rd fucking time you stole my pictures. And yes i'm a VERY good investigator. So how did you do it? Hack?
JUST DELETE THEM ALL! you know how your making me fucking look? I'M NOT EVEN THAT FUCKING PRETTY! you'd be fucking better off finding some whorish chick's pictures! but this is what you call fucking identity theft. I can report you, Hell i can even call the cops to track you the fuck down. I mean seriously, who does this? Steals somebody's fucking picture from myspace of all places! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME! We call people like you fucking fakers. I CAN'T STAND PEOPLE LIKE YOU.your a fucking whore for doing this a fucking bitch for doing it 3 times and a fucking stalker for taking all my fucking dumb ass pictures. AT LEAST I HAVE PROOF IT'S ME YOU FUCKING SLUT ASS CUNT FUCKER.
Now listen to me and listen well you bitch. I'm NOT a mean person,but this is the 3rd fucking time you stole my pictures. And yes i'm a VERY good investigator. So how did you do it? Hack?
JUST DELETE THEM ALL! you know how your making me fucking look? I'M NOT EVEN THAT FUCKING PRETTY! you'd be fucking better off finding some whorish chick's pictures! but this is what you call fucking identity theft. I can report you, Hell i can even call the cops to track you the fuck down. I mean seriously, who does this? Steals somebody's fucking picture from myspace of all places! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME! We call people like you fucking fakers. I CAN'T STAND PEOPLE LIKE YOU.your a fucking whore for doing this a fucking bitch for doing it 3 times and a fucking stalker for taking all my fucking dumb ass pictures. AT LEAST I HAVE PROOF IT'S ME YOU FUCKING SLUT ASS CUNT FUCKER.
Now listen to me and listen well you bitch. I'm NOT a mean person,but this is the 3rd fucking time you stole my pictures. And yes i'm a VERY good investigator. So how did you do it? Hack?
JUST DELETE THEM ALL! you know how your making me fucking look? I'M NOT EVEN THAT FUCKING PRETTY! you'd be fucking better off finding some whorish chick's pictures! but this is what you call fucking identity theft. I can report you, Hell i can even call the cops to track you the fuck down. I mean seriously, who does this? Steals somebody's fucking picture from myspace of all places! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME! We call people like you fucking fakers. I CAN'T STAND PEOPLE LIKE YOU.your a fucking whore for doing this a fucking bitch for doing it 3 times and a fucking stalker for taking all my fucking dumb ass pictures. AT LEAST I HAVE PROOF IT'S ME YOU FUCKING SLUT ASS CUNT FUCKER.